My traveling for the summer is done and classes start in a week. Hm…and after writing that last sentence I realized that that would make this blog nearly a year old now.
Anyway, this past Saturday I was not looking forward to classes at all. Partly, I believe, because I don’t really like my school all that much. It’s not the classes themselves, really, or the professors. I’ve had some very good and helpful professors. Also, now that I’m actually into classes, unlike during my first time around at college, I’m enjoying the whole process so much more.
I suppose, then, that it’s not so much that I dislike my school as I dislike school life. FIU just feels too much like a commuter school. Whenever I’m there just a bit late in the day, everything takes on an eerie air. It’s almost as if everyone learned what they needed for the day and then drove home as fast as possible.
I myself am guilty of doing this, though. As soon as my classes are over, I walk with frightening determination to my car and peel the hell out of there. After experiencing just a few days of life at Jodie’s school, though, I am beginning to wonder about what I missed, and am still missing, from college life. I know very few people at my school and those that I do know I barely have contact with outside of class.
How did I miss this huge aspect of college life? I know I am a bit anti-social at times (or so my friends say) but it’s shocking to me, at least now, to realize that I have made none of those “life-long friendships” that they always talk about during those boring speeches to the incoming freshmen. Also, never having lived at the dorms due to my family’s close proximity to the school, I wasn’t able to tap into that liberated vibe that is common to those living far away from everything they knew. Whatever the reason for my alienation from my fellow students, something has to be done.
I hereby resolve to not be such an unfriendly bastard at school this year.